Vitor Salles (via permeate)
I am so stupid. I am sitting her hugging your sweatshirt because it smells like you. Youre my favorite scent.
All I want right now is Justin. Literally all I want. I crave him. Ive never felt more comfortable with anyone in my entire life. I spend all day wishing I were with him, doing absolutely anything. It wouldnt matter what, because I would be with him. This scares me all too much. I dont think I will ever lose the feelings Ive had since day 1 for him. I will never not wish things worked out differently when I had the chance. No one understands the relationship we have, and thats okay. I just really need him next to me right now. He will forever hold a special place in my heart.
sometimes I kiss people I shouldn’t kiss and let them unbutton my jeans sometimes I leave English class without asking and walk in angular circles until I can hear the blood rushing under my skin sometimes I run until I can’t breathe sometimes I sit in the rain sometimes I sleep for six hours in the middle of the day
sometimes I drive too fast and listen to my music so loud that it hurts sometimes I drink until everything goes black and I don’t remember talking about you all night (even though I do)
sometimes I cry about books and about people who died hundreds of years ago sometimes I don’t cry even though I want to more than anything sometimes I ignore the people I love sometimes hold myself to keep everything in because you are not here to do it
sometimes I think I’m alive sometimes I think I probably never will be❞
i hope u find someone that mindlessly plays with your hands and lightly strokes your legs and massages your back and plays with your hair and i hope that u feel like you’re home when u look at them
I think we all have that one person that we never truley get over, that we still think about right before bed everynight, or you will always jump at a chance to talk to ever tho you know you shouldn’t talk to, or the first person you think of whenever you’re drunk.